Thursday, March 11, 2010
schu in wonderland......(not yet sweetheart)
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Schugerdelique~psychedelique part II
Schu Zephyr Giggs
Miss super Blurr~~
Its been a long time sinc my last post....i don’t feel like writing, but i know i must, i must talk to someone and i must let this all out. All i can say, its been a miserable couple o weeks.and i cant tell why.
Lots of stuffs have happened sinc the last post. I had two accidents, minor ones. I hurt my knee in the first and sprained my ankle in the second. But i believe i’ve recovered.hehe.
But wounds on the outside
The one that u see
Heals faster than
What lies inside
Beneath my calm face
And my sweet smile
It hurts me more
Yesterday it rained
And i smiled
i am so sad for the fact that someone has cruelly being so judgemental to people they don’t know, to people they’ve not even met. And they told me he’s not that into me and he’s playin wiv me and that he aint serious. It kills me!!! I know him better than them...but i despise the fact that people are thinking so negatively to the man i love. what’s your problem.
Please don’t be judgemental. its unfair.
And he responded with disappointment when i told him that, but i hope he knows how much he meant for me and how i didn’t believe a single damn word they said.
I love you sweetheart~
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Wednesday, February 17, 2010
did i ditch like a bitch???
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Monday, February 15, 2010
schuGErdelique PsyChedElic
sesuka ati jaa engkau kutuk aku!!! apa engkau fikir aku tidak punya mak bapak???
and i don't know why..
and when i broke down because i've been missin u too much
i now sth is aint rite with me
schu, schu, schu
kenapa kau cepat sgt breakdown ni???
schu, schu, schu
stop cryin
mesti syazwan marah klu dia tau
kau nangis
i cant tell u why sweetheart
lately
manyak sgt masalah
drivin me nuts
dgn assignments lagi
tensionnyer
and all the sleepless nights
me
thinkin bout u
bout home..
home
home
home
kat umah masalah lagik
i dont know
whats wrong
and i cant tell
why married couples
wud hate each other after 20 years??
shoppin wiv Ummie
(schu + ummi + shopping= inseparable)
n i wud listen to her
as we drove around
as faithfully
as how syazwan wud listen to
me cryin
me sobbin
on the phone
in our late
midnyte calls
now how
tell me
how
do i stop all the pains
do i stop all the tears
from flowin
missin him
n
missin home
and the sad part is
i love not bein at home
that way
i wudnt have to listen
i wudnt have to know
their PROBLEMS
bein away in college
i forgot all that
i have friends
who cheers me up
but when Ummie calls
and told me her problems
their problems
i cant help it
i wish i'm home
but now
i'm sittin in my room
at home
cryin
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Thursday, February 11, 2010
i am the girl who fell in love with you....
unseen poem by an unseen poet
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Labels: xoxoxoxoxoxxoxxxx...
thERE's gottA bE mOre to LIfe...
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Wednesday, February 10, 2010
cOgnisaNce of ScHU...
coGnisance Of scHU..
u wanna know more, more more bout me...lalala(singin skye sweetnam's tangled up in me, whatever happened to her.._)
lolz...my life.one word: complicated.
my name's nurul syuhada abdullah
nurul.schu.schumi.sugar.syuhada.
hehehehehe..
schu zephyr.zephyr bcuz i love the wing, the mild refreshin breeze.
and bcuz accordin to someone i "ada angin--(literary translated: has wind--meanin i have my moods..)
there are times when i can be the sweetest gal next door, and i am pretty evil at times, too.and most of the times i am emo.down.missin someone.huhuhu.
i'm leadin a complicated life.but what is life if it aint complicated??
and i'm missin someone.
welcome to my life...
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